Tears for Hope 1.14

Success! Success! Success! Thank you God! The presentation went great! We went through the current conditions, current issues, solutions, and future opportunities. Thank God I believe. Thank God I have waited on Him and have been patient. Today I looked into the many faces of the gathered leaders, and led them. There were three immediate requests for MastrMynd Services and half of my flyers are gone. It was wonderful to have the meeting end and to have the attendees not move to leave; over two hours and they were hungry for more. I have been made a keynote speaker for the Martin Luther King Jr. Day event. I am humbled and obedient. With out You God; I am nothing. With You God; I am everything.

Tears for Hope 1.13

Thank you God for allowing me to spend time with my Daughter Yael, Uncle Floyd, Aunt Ruth, and Cousin Catrina. My Uncle Floyd's older sister came over. She is deaf and has written three books. I love the way my Uncle Floyd knows how much he is loved. The way his sister came to visit his home and family. The way they smile, hug, and look at each other; I am honored, privileged, and humbled to be allowed to witness true love and beauty.

Tears for Hope 1.12

I confirmed there is a 42" flat screen available to connect the iPad to for the presentation on Monday December 31, 2012 at 10:00am. Most people are worried about how they will bring in their New Year. I am pleased to know I will be ending 2012 as strong as I will begin 2013. Thank you God for your continued Blessings.

Tears for Hope 1.11

I met with a client today to consult regarding their future growth. There were several area's that required addressing namely; 1) first impression upon entering store, 2) phone customer service, 3) store layout, 4) website, 5) SEO, 6) SEM, 7) Brand Identity, 8) Local Search, 9) Video, 10) Audio, 11) Radio Commercials, 12) Television Commercials, 13) Market Expansion, etc.

MastrMynd is a full service Advertising and Communications company wielding the worlds greatest advertising and communications tool; MASTRMYND! God Bless MastrMynd and all the work, creativity and pride it will bring.

Tears for Hope 1.10

Merry Christmas Everyone! Family is everything! I rewatched the +Oprah Winfrey interview with +Jamie Foxx, and was inspired. I went to see DJANGO today and was pleased to leave the theatre entertained and not feeling racist. My older Brother +Wilford Bill Leonard called me today! It was wonderful to get that call! I am truly blessed to have people who are willing to humble themselves to love me. Thank you God! Go MastrMynd!

Tears for Hope 1.9

I am so happy! I am on my way to Ikea to purchase a good desk unit for my daughter. I am so proud of her. She is a good student, intelligent, and loving. We believe in education, so part of having good study habits is to have a great, comfortable place to study.

I am praying for my situation, which I do daily. The fact that I have so many great things in my life already. It is important to remind myself of the good things in life I already have; a loving Wife, a loving Daughter, a wonderful relationship with my Living God, my health, a good house, good cars, peace....And I could go on, so I am blessed.

Tears for Hope 1.8

MastrMynd is awesome! SEO is happening! SEM is happening! New website is happening! I Love My God! My team is awesome! If I can do nothing else, I can grow a company. Thank you God! I pretend to be a part of the families I see in movies. For about two hours (the length of a movie), I feel good about my pretend family. If I had a choice of Fathers, I would choose +Clint Eastwood, mixed with +Bill Duke. If I had a choice of Mothers, I would choose Ms. Child's; this woman had me from the age of 3 months to 4 years old. The day came that my biological mother got custody of me and I never saw the woman I knew as my mother again. Can you imagine taking a four year olds mother away? I can. I couldn't stop crying for the woman I knew as my mother. Because my biological mother was young, frustrated and dealing with a child that not only rejected her, but wouldn't stop crying; she hung me. I remember her putting the belt around my neck and pulling me off my feet. I was terrified as I stared up into her eyes. I knew she hated me; everything became crystal clear just before I lost consciousness. I awoke on the floor with the belt still around my neck. I knew I had almost died. I decided to do my best at four years old to not cry anymore.

Tears for Hope 1.7

Some of my favorite actors are +Lou Gossett Jr., +James Garner (The Skin Game), +Lawrence Fishburne, +Cicely Tyson, +Sidney Poitier, +Keanu Reeves, +Milla Jovovich, +Adam Sandler, +Bill Duke, +Will Farrell, +Douglas Lennard, more to come later. I Love America! I can be the greatest +Douglas Lennard I can be! Ooh! Almost Friday! Pushin' hard this morning providing MastrMynd services. I feel great!

Tears for Hope 1.6

It is completely up to me to start each day in a positive manner. I know I won't receive any supporting, or encouraging words from the mother I don't have, the father that smokes crack cocaine everyday, or the grandparents that threw me into the trash for being mixed with Black. I am alone. I accept being alone because what choice do I have. I believe God has given me MastrMynd because I have so little else. At least God will allow me to have a successful company and show that even the most insignificant of us have worth.

I had a great day today. I completed all of my tasks. It was good to see my good friend Dave Rodden. He is a good Father and a good Friend. It is amazing how few true friends I have. I suppose that is why I value the ones I have so much. I am not as alone as I feel and that is always refreshing. I allow myself to feel; therefore I am worth saving.

MastrMynd Tears for Hope 1.5

I have been up since 2:30am. I woke my Wife up at 3:30am to have some time with her before she leaves for work in San Francisco. Having morning coffee and conversation with her is...perfect.

Today my team meets to discuss the MastrMynd website overhaul.

Since I have to pick up 5,000 new marketing flyers for MastrMynd in Berkeley, Ca today, I will have lunch with my long time friend Mr. Marsharon Ellis. I am humble, willing, and obedient.

I have never had Grandparents; I have never had Parents, but I must conduct myself as a normal citizen in society today. How do I consistently perform this requisite normal, but unlearned normal behavior? I have been educated in acceptable social behavior, therefore I know what to do, so I do it. It is not enough to be acceptable. I want to contribute, in a positive manner, to my society.

I've had a very successful day today. I made it to Berkeley, Ca to pick up the flyers, and they look great! I was able to meet with Marsharon, but we re-scheduled lunch for another day.

I know I've never had a mother or father to care about my accomplishments and one would think that I would be used to having no one to get excited about my goals, or accomplishments, but I wish I had someone who cared about my day. I see other families with parents, and grandparents that nurture and support their children and grandchildren and know I will never experience that love and support. I will never know those experiences. My solution is to love my Wife and Daughter with every ounce of my being. I will give what I wasn't given; I promise to break that negative cycle and replace it with love and nurturing.

I have prayed to God since I was a poverty stricken, abused child that He would allow me to create something wonderful, beautiful, and powerful for my society; He gave me MastrMynd.

Tears for Hope 1.4

Today was excellent. My Uncle Floyd Weaver showed me so much love today. I was able to introduce MastrMynd to a group of Pastors my Uncle Floyd boards on. It was a blessing to see the Pastors visualizing educating the youth in areas of high wages, high job demand, and high career satisfaction provided through MastrMynd. I have a presentation scheduled for December 31, 2012; New Year's Eve; how about that for a blessed opportunity?!

Tears for Hope 1.3

My wife asked me why I tell this story of my life to perfect strangers? This question has several answers. I tell my story, first, because it helps me to heal from the trauma of my past. Secondly, I tell my story because I will no longer tolerate lies and secrets in my life. It is the fact that I have suffered far too long trying to lie and hide the atrocities of people supposed to love and protect me, but these people have lied to me, stolen from me, used me, and disrespected me as the good man I attain to be. Lastly, I tell my story because there are other people out here who also have no mother; because there are people out here who also have fathers that smoke crack cocaine everyday. I tell my story so that people like me can know that it is a hard, lonely road, but with God, perseverance, the unconditional committment and sincere desire to succeed; everything is possible.

Tears for Hope 1.2

I Love my Life! I am fortunate enough to be living my dream. I am at the precipice of my greatness and I am not afraid. My company, MastrMynd Group, is a blessing. I believe this company will change our society by bringing employment, education, head of household paying positions, thus allowing our community to feel worthy and important. Please see how Fabreze has been using a form of the MastrMynd design at http://youtu.be/wuih4YqAdE4. MastrMynd is the future and God has blessed me with the worlds greatest Multi-media production facility. 

I have the greatest respect for successful people. I used to think these successful people had somehow gotten to their position by luck, or inheritance. At 44 years old, and with more life experience than most people will ever have, I believe that God blesses those that truly deserve it. In other words, with no mother and a father who smokes crack cocaine everyday;  I am amazed to be in the position as owner of the next great industrial revolution. I am proven through great adversity to be deserving of the blessing called MastrMynd.

Tears for Hope

I am Douglas Marcellious Lennard. I am the Founder, Inventer, and Owner of MastrMynd; the next great American Revolution. I consider a company to be truly revolutionary when; (1) It can create a complete industry of new employment; from executive management to a mass labor force. (2) It can create a whole new education base. (3) It can stimulate, revive, and thrive our National and International economy. This is the definition of MastrMynd, the company I have created.

This story is the most American of stories, "Rags to Riches!". I was born September 2, 1968 to Ruth Sanchez and Wilford Bill Lennard. My biological Fathers name is Dewey Williams, the man my mother was having sex with while the other man was in jail. Mom obviously has great choice in men. Ruth's knack of choosing the worst men available would persist into my adulthood.

Most of my early trouble came from my mothers ability to make consistently selfish and bad decisions. Somehow I became a hostage at 3 months old where some pimps were holding me hostage to make Ruth prostitute for them. My biological Father was able to rescue me at gunpoint. According to Dewey, I was covered in urine, feces, and blood and was barely alive. I went into foster care at three months old with scars on my face that I carry today. I will give you more later about My American Dream. Thank you.