I have been up since 2:30am. I woke my Wife up at 3:30am to have some time with her before she leaves for work in San Francisco. Having morning coffee and conversation with her is...perfect.
Today my team meets to discuss the MastrMynd website overhaul.
Since I have to pick up 5,000 new marketing flyers for MastrMynd in Berkeley, Ca today, I will have lunch with my long time friend Mr. Marsharon Ellis. I am humble, willing, and obedient.
I have never had Grandparents; I have never had Parents, but I must conduct myself as a normal citizen in society today. How do I consistently perform this requisite normal, but unlearned normal behavior? I have been educated in acceptable social behavior, therefore I know what to do, so I do it. It is not enough to be acceptable. I want to contribute, in a positive manner, to my society.
I've had a very successful day today. I made it to Berkeley, Ca to pick up the flyers, and they look great! I was able to meet with Marsharon, but we re-scheduled lunch for another day.
I know I've never had a mother or father to care about my accomplishments and one would think that I would be used to having no one to get excited about my goals, or accomplishments, but I wish I had someone who cared about my day. I see other families with parents, and grandparents that nurture and support their children and grandchildren and know I will never experience that love and support. I will never know those experiences. My solution is to love my Wife and Daughter with every ounce of my being. I will give what I wasn't given; I promise to break that negative cycle and replace it with love and nurturing.
I have prayed to God since I was a poverty stricken, abused child that He would allow me to create something wonderful, beautiful, and powerful for my society; He gave me MastrMynd.
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